Thursday, March 31, 2016

Modified Daniel Fast

I've been trying a version of an elimination diet this week, in yet another attempt to "get healthy." As I studied out God's Word regarding health, I kept coming back to the diet Daniel chose when he wanted to show his commitment to the one true God. His mode of refusing 'choice foods' had the side effect of showing him and his friends to be healthier than their other companions. He chose to use a ten-day fast to prove the point, following that up with an entire lifestyle change for the whole group.

After praying about it for a few days, I felt like the Lord was really offering me this opportunity, not just to see if it would make me feel better physically, and possibly lose some weight, but also to draw closer to Him. How I would need that in the weeks of the fast, I couldn't imagine at the time! God has taken our family through a sifting this week unlike any we've experienced yet. He is showing grace and mercy throughout the trials, but I've been extra-grateful for the promises in His word that I've re-discovered as a result of the time we're spending together each day.

While I don't see this as a permanent lifestyle change, I have been pleasantly surprised by a few things:

  1.     I haven't died yet, even after eliminating all the fun stuff (sugar, dairy, coffee, meat, etc) from my diet! Wonder of wonders! (The jury is still out... I may yet die if I don't get some chocolate pretty soon!) :-) 
  2.     I have found many recipes that do not include sugar, dairy, or meat, and yet are completely palatable to me and to my family. We might actually come out of this experience with some new favorites!
  3.     There are some very weird foods out there that I've been avoiding just because I'd never worked with them. Creativity takes courage, and it isn't always a bad thing. I hate wasting money by buying a strange ingredient and not knowing what to do with it. The book I've been using has been a huge blessing in this regard! (I broke a cardinal rule and spent a whole $1.99 on this book, but it has been worth that and SOOO much more throughout this process!)

Starting Sunday, I'll be sharing my diary from this Modified Daniel Fast (as I'm calling it), with a few deleted sentences to maintain the privacy of those involved in this family issue. I would appreciate your prayers as I seek the Lord's wisdom on how long to continue this process, and continue to ask Him for miraculous healing, both spiritually for our family, and personally for myself.

Have you ever done something like the Daniel Diet? What were your results? Do you have a favorite recipe suggestion from that experience?

Saturday, March 26, 2016

Need prayer

It's been a very difficult couple of days with my illness. I'm having a hard time being out of bed for more than a few minutes at a time, and am very dizzy and miserable, including headaches, even in my sleep or as I try to rest. I would covet your prayers, please.

Thursday, March 3, 2016

It will never be perfect...

I made my goal of 100,000 pages and over 365 books!

My dad used to tell us (especially in Yearbook class, which he taught) "It will never be perfect, but it WILL be the deadline."

Well, the deadline for this post has come and gone about 60 days ago. I had begun to write it in late December, but kept telling myself I could improve it. And here we are, in early March, with a less-than-perfect review of my Year in Reading for 2015. So, I'm here to tell you that it is NOT perfect, but it is WAY PAST the deadline. Enjoy! Hope it's an encouragement to you. (I don't expect that most people could read nearly this much, if they were actually accomplishing anything else in their lives. But this is the life God gave me in 2015, and I tried to use it to His glory as I read.)


My year in books
This year started out as any other, except that I was fully recovered from a broken foot that took up 11 months of 2014, so I was ready to get back into “normal life.” Much to my surprise, God had other plans. J On January 6, I woke up so dizzy I couldn’t sit without assistance. While not every day has been like that, every single day in 2015 has involved migraines and/or debilitating dizziness to some extent. I haven’t been able to drive or go out of the house much, except for multitudes of medical appointments. But I have been able to read most days! Praise the Lord for that! On days that I couldn’t read, I listened to audio books, and on days I couldn’t even do that, I prayed… probably for some of you who are reading this! Thank you for your prayers and loving support of my family throughout this year. As I learn a new normal in dealing with this (permanent?) condition, I am reminded of my place in the body of Christ, and I am so grateful for those who continue to uphold us, both physically and spiritually. Here are the books God brought across my path this year.

Biography/Autobiography (38)
This was the most encouraging category I read in during 2015. In no particular order, my favorites were:  Unbroken, the story of Louis Zamperini, was fascinating, and much better than the movie, in my opinion. There was some language, but it was not gratuitous. We encouraged our teenaged son to read it. Evidence Not Seen, by Darlene Deibler Rose, recounted the journey she and her husband took as young adults to become missionaries in the south Pacific. Their island work was halted and they were imprisoned by the Japanese during WWII, and her testimony of faith and seeing God work in that inhuman place was refreshing to my daughters and me as we listened to the audio version in our homeschool time. The Last of the Doughboys by Richard Rubin is a collection of interviews with the last living World War I soldiers as of about the year 2000. I was amazed to see how each of them had lived an entire lifetime beyond their military service, which was from such a different era. I Dared to Call Him Father by Biquis Sheikh (set in mid-20th century Middle East) and Seeking Allah, Finding Jesus by Nabeel Qureshi (set in 9/11 era United States) each dealt with a Muslim’s passage from devout worship of Allah to a miraculous New-Testament-style faith in the One True God. I encourage you to read these books and have your own faith challenged!

Classic Fiction (10)
For want of a better title, this category covers everything from Harper Lee’s To Kill a Mockinbird and Go Set a Watchman to Victor Hugo’s Les Miserables. I saw these books as the yummy veggies on my reading plate. They’re definitely not “dessert” like other fiction, but they don’t require quite as much discipline as devotionals and some non-fiction work. Les Miserables was the most challenging for me to accomplish this year, partly because I found it at a time when I was feeling stronger physically, and actually didn’t HAVE to lie around reading 12-15 hours a day. I had to force myself to stick with the first 25%, but then I began to enjoy the story more. Hugo really does have a serious problem with rabbit trails, which he hammers on until they are modern paved highways of multiple chapter diversions! Ugh! This category also included Herman Melville’s Moby Dick and Billy Budd, which were not my favorites. I found it difficult to follow characters and almost impossible to figure out why he chose to include some of the more arcane details. My favorites included Because of Winn-Dixie by Kate DiCamillo and My Antonia by Willa Cather.


Middle School Fiction (49)
My favorites in this category are definitely the “I Survived” series by Lauren Tarshis. My daughter found these at the library, and both she and I have devoured every one we could find. She even convinced her grandma to gift one to each grandkid this Christmas, so they can trade around after they finish one! The books are historically accurate with fascinating detail and captivating characters. Even in the worst tragedies, the author is cautious about which characters die, making these ideal for the 4th-7th grade set.  Another series I enjoyed this year is Flavia de Luce, by Alan Bradley. I was disappointed by the use of vulgar language, and especially by the focus on the occult in one of the later books, but as an adult, I enjoyed the other books. Unfortunately, I chose not to share them with my middle-school girls because of the language. Perhaps the best book in this category was Tiger Rising by Kate DiCamillo. (See how I put the same author in two categories? Proves I don't have a clue! These categories are very...ahem....fluid!) Her fiction is didactic, but without hitting the reader over the head. Her characters are well-developed and face real problems in relatable ways. Her writing spans many different age groups, but I haven’t found a bad one yet.

Tried to Read, but Hated (3)
It is rare for me NOT to finish a book. I consider it to be a challenge for me to overcome my ‘druthers’ and power through, even when it is no longer enjoyable (see Billy Budd and Les Miserables). However, these books go down in history for being so distasteful that I QUIT! L Gasp! The Claim by Kevin Borgan uses angels and demons impersonating characters to create a lousy rendition of Christian fiction. This is not Frank Peretti, folks, it is a confusing mish-mash of powers that Scripture says we should not use for entertainment. Blue Hole Back Home by Joy Jordan-Lake was just plain stupid. The characters were unclear, and the author assigned them feelings and mindsets that were not well-developed, in my opinion. Don’t waste your time. Finally, Truth Seekers, by Anne-Rae Vasquez, is the first book in a trilogy that I really wanted to enjoy. The write-up on Amazon seemed like something that could pique my interest, but again… the characters were confusing, and the author assumed too much about my understanding of their perspectives and their goals. I couldn’t do it. I just couldn’t.


Devotional/Christian/Self-Help (20)
The other enjoyable, but still meaty, category that I read this year involved a variety of books designed for 31-day studies, etc. Perhaps the most meaningful book, which I’m still working on for my 2016 list, is Amma, a book about the writings and life of Amy Carmichael. I plan to find more books by Carmichael in 2016, in large part because she spent the final 20 years of her life in debilitating illness. Her ministry continues today not because she was a great missionary, but because God tested her physically in a great way. I also read The Friendships of Women by Dee Brestin, which was kind of disheartening, because I read it at a time when I was feeling very down about missing church for months on end without hearing from most of the women I would have considered to be friends. 31 Days to Becoming a Happy Wife by Arlene Pellicane, Plenty: 31 Sips of Joy for Moms Everywhere by Kari Patterson, and 31 Days of Prayer for my Teen by Susan Alexander Yates both served as great one-month challenges for me. One Thousand Gifts by Ann Voskamp and Welcome to the Funny Farm by Karen Scalf Linamen were awesome reads, in that they were enjoyable and light-weight right up until the point they stepped all over my toes. I found myself both challenged and encouraged spiritually.

If you are looking for free or inexpensive e-books, I encourage you to subscribe to these sites: Christianbookfinds.com (both on FB and on the web), and Bookbub.com (via email). Both sites list e-books that are available at a discount each day. I download the free ones that interest me and keep them in a queue for when I am looking for something to read. J
Besides these two sites, I get most of my books from my local library, or on my favorite app, Overdrive. Overdrive allows you to sign into any library for which you hold a card (even if you are not local to that library) and borrow e-books and audio-books through that library for a set amount of time.

As I said, this post is incomplete, and for that, I apologize. I wish I could tell you more about every category I read. But I pray you will look up some of these books for your own edification. Tell me what you think of them! :-)